Missing something

Salam wbt,

Dear all,
I FEEL LIKE I AM MISSING SOMETHING..There is a very big hole inside my heart..
Feel empty and seems like i did not do thing that make my heart feel complement...

Delighted nite..=)

Salam..

Alhamdulillah, lots of things i studied tonite for chapter 18.. Having listening to the nasyid and in the end reading quran (the meaning) make me miss the usrah..havent had any for nearly 1 month.. the last time in daurah..never seat in a small circle.hehhe...missing greatly..alhamdulillah..but i did not do anything...just the feeling without action taken.. (haishhhhh)

The choice is in my hand.. i am the one who have to decide what i will do next...

A part from that, not so happy day for me this morning..poor my me and my students.. in a sudden, i lost my interest of teaching them because i am really angry to them.anger fills up my mind and heart that make me less rational..

So what should i do? Just ignore the bad behaviour from them or angry without any heart feeling? (that is really difficult for me, as i am a serious person, took things deep inside this beautiful heart..)

Anyhow, hopefully, really hopefully Allah will guide me and control my anger and make my students understand better than me.. insyaAllah :)..

Need to go now because i need to have my sleep..

btw, a very nice song from brother:' Satu perjuangan'

In my unit now

Salam wbt..
Just finishing marking lab report and tutorial for my students..
Having some breaks by writing in this blog before i go to perform solah after this.

Alhamdulillah.. although it is tiring but i enjoyed marking their lab report, a lot of interesting discussion written on their paper which in a way shows they did not copy each other and every single of them have things to say and write about the experiment they went.

A part from that, they also wrote stuff i never think will be written on the lab report..hhuhuhu.. I am just thinking of copied some of their discussion as a memory for me in the future.. (kenangan la katakan)..

Nothing much to say.. just enjoyed the day and be thanked to Allah for all the happiness given..

Till then,

Bye2x...

Phrase taken from my student lab report:
1. 'it is no use you flying over a split milk'
2. 'as you make your own bed, so must you lie on it'

Really creative kan..:)

over entertainment

Bismillah..

I did not managed to 'cilok' today.. tomorrow still got one more stuff to do.. Did not really satisfied with the services from P.....(fill in the blank).. I am thinking of complaining to their company regarding this matter so that they can give better services to their customer. Especially the one like me who really work hard to come and find their place.. But then in the end, just came back home with empty hand.. Doing nothing..only lose energy, money and disappointment..

Manusia suka sangat mengeluhkan.....................................................................

Now what i want to say is what happen tonite in here.. I can say that in here we have a lot of entertainment which in the end will influence our life and shaping our mind. Singing and dancing, open your aurat.. Husband who supposed to protect their wife from being seen by others seems to have forgotten about that.

Islam is fading and fading from us. Me also watching the show which I felt really sad as i know it is not so good yet still although at the same time in my hand there are NST, Stars and HArian Metro,but my eyes and ears still 'managed' to catch the show. I am the one who has to guide them.. But in the end, it be the other way round. AIyooooo. Astaghfirullah..

A part from that, have a glance on the pictures of death peoples in Yogjakarta.. Really terrifying and scary.. Innalillah hi wa inna ilai hirrra jiun.


When i read the news, come in my mind, what is going to happen if Allah curse us by putting in the same phenomena because of our sin having so much entertainment that without any doubt make us less remember to the All Mighty and we do the DONTs....


To Allah We Came and To Allah We Shall Return.
We Will be Asked For What We Have Done In This World.
May Allah guide us and put us as His Servant that He pleased with..amin

Real challenge

Bismillah

It's has been a long time since i did not write in this blog. Alhamdulillah live getting better than before. I already 3 month in the matriculation, teaching nearly adult but not so matured students..Huhuh.. Sorry yea my students..'kutuk2' behind your back..

I also have my own car now..=)..smile to world.. welcome WUN to my life.. My simple yet complicated a bit of life..

Alhamdulillah I thanked Allah for all the gives. However, all those material things live my life with not so complete life. A bit different from UK. Simple but i did the thing I should do. Not saying that i did not do it in here. The reality is that in here you have more responsibility to others that need your attention and entertain. It is hard i can say.

Tomorrow morning i actually want to 'cilok' from here.. Want to go to my world..hehe...but is hard to say to my ... i want to go there.. they kept told me to go to shopping mall and buy some stuff with them. Maybe i just putting some excuse.. Like i said to my students, if you have a will, then you can do it. Dont give excuses.

I currently dont know how to tell them....

Remembering that, I know only Allah is the best place to ask for the best and pray for the help..Only Allah can sustains me in this road. Only Allah that can really help me and my family and my future as well.

So lots to write. However i have to stop here. Dont want to tell you guys out there lots more since it is my tiny little secret...Only the All Mighty and me know about these.=p..

Last but not least.. Forgive me for everything and always give thanks to Allah by doing what He want us to do and leave the DONTs behind.. InsyaAllah we can try our best do it =).. Since Allah is the best thanks giver. Am i right? Please refer to 14:7..Till then take care and alwaz trust Allah ok ;)